foggy mondays...

well.... my daily blogging took only five days to break with a foggy patch of confusion over the weekend! that foggy patch not being helped by having one to many on saturday night!! oh my god!!!! what happened?? this could be the question of many fun, loving, party, goers but unfortunately its me who ask this question!! confused, dazed and some what... on a different plant. i wounder around southampton after being in the orange rooms of what i thought to believe, was a good night. waking up in bishops waltham at 10.30am with my good friend tommy who was my soul brother for the night. i stutter, i stare. . . . . !!! check my surrounds..... oh dear!! where am i? who can i hear in the other room? how did i get here? who got me home? for all i know i could of fallen asleep in a gutter and not known!!
so, after a few days of recovery i blend my thoughts to complete the puzzle of who, how and where. well i still don't know but hoping someone does. the only positive thought i have on this is... vodka does have the answer... smarties do!

feeling the heat..

and so it begins...
i walk out of my back door this morning to find a hand full of daffs hiding in the over grown jungle of what we call.. the garden!! its my first spring/summer here in portchester and have yet to see the blossom bloom of the over filled delight of colourful life. im know green finger, but do love the first signs of summer. that first feeling of a summer breeze tickling the outside of your skin making you grasp that one feeling of.... festivals, pub gardens, beer and beach days, bbq's, sunglasses, holidays, half naked bodies!! its the happiness to life and is what brings us all together.
as i sit here in my humble abow, listening to the greater sounds of trance legend dave pearce, it takes me back to all the good summers i have had. one big name sticks in my head and i think allot of my friends will think the same... peter frost!! the garden party master of destruction haha. the amount of summers i spent in my life sat in petes garden sipping on andy frost's french beers and pete sat with his frosty jacks are indeed, times to remember and will never be forgotten. the likes of izzy pink, clare sellar, sean jeffery, chris raymondo, john omaha, maria reavs, paul heppard, mike willson and many many more, all stick in my memories. why cant life be like that all the time? life moves on in many different directions and we all do our best to meet up as many times as possible. this summer i want to bring it all back. bring on the summer!!!!

oh..... the picture of the daffs are taken from my back garden. first signs of summer!! oh yes

satisfaction...

what is it with satisfaction? i mean... that feeling of opening a jam jar for the first time and hearing that "pop",having your first beer on a friday afternoon and tasting that crisp cold sensation of what will become a horrendous hang over, popping bubble wrap until every last air pocket has been illuminated!! drinking a hot cup of tea on a cold winters night, eating that food you have been craving all day and getting your teeth into the first bite, having the hottest, filthiest yet emotion filled sex and enjoying that blustfull moment together!! why does it feel so good? is it gods gift to the world or just plain fun of life?? what satisfies you the most? i think my favourite of all is waking up on a weekend morning, look at the time, then remembering...... its saturday haha!!! brilliant!!

beard today.. gone tomorrow

so.... i wake up this morning to a swollen throat and beard measuring at ruffly 5-6 millimeters long. that's the longest i have ever grown it!! i got very attached to it and have made the decision to keep it. this was until about 5minutes ago just before my shower and realised i have a very important day tomorrow and cant go looking all mr scuffy pants. i have now been without it for 20 minutes a miss it already, so after tomorrow.... the beard is on!! i just want to see how far i go and how long i can grow it before i start looking like an over grown monk.
i loved forest gumps beard but don't think i could make it that far but am up for the challenge. there is only a select few that can look good with a beard... i mean, there is so many different styles and designs. that's endless beard control!! anyway.. the beard will be back as from tomorrow so watch this space. oh!!! and the swollen throat is better, really hope i don't have it for my important day tomorrow.

chilli obsesive!!

being a big lover of food i have recently become a chili obsessive. i cant help but put chillies in nearly everything i eat. my favourite chili partner is mash pots and even had it tonight with pie, mash and veg. its bloody brilliant and cant help my self and now crave it every day. i put this blame down to my house mate mr its a jay cox!! my 1st chili encounter was cheese on toast with red finger chillies. my god did it blow my head off but at the same time a very enjoyable head buzz wiffered (this is a jamjarjamez word, get used to them) around my head making me feel some what hi!
i think the most random chili encounter i have had is chillies in pancakes with virgin oil and basil haha... brilliant!! a hint of garlic would of definitely set the dish alive and recommend it to all. i was mastered out with my good friends sarah and that man again mr its a jay cox. we 1st discovered this luxury on shrove tuesday, when after a few tipples, was eager to try something new and off the cuff. well.... i would most definitely give that one ago for breakfast (if they can put it in chocolate and ale then why the hell not ay!!).
so i carry on my expeditions with my new flavour mouth explosion and will be experimenting again with something new. if you have any tips or hidden "hot" secrets, im all ears.

Today is the 1st day of your rest of your life

it doesnt matter how many times you say it or hear it.... its always true!!

i started my blog like this because its an interesting fact of life. facts to me never realy mean sod all but this one is always floating around my head. iam going to use this blog to let you all know, what exactly is going on my head. maybe one of you can tell me what it means.....??? i mean... what does what...mean????? ?? ??